~Keep The Fire Burning~

help.

2006-04-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

aloo aloo aloo.

yeah~ changed the bloggie skinnie.

well, since all of u had change ur skinnie, the SuffocatorX Inc nye blog pon kene arr.

baru fairr.

yay~

but there's one problem.

u cant press on the 'story' again.

so yea.

any of u guys free go help change okayy.

if u dont like the skin, u have to LOVE it.

kwang kwang kwang__~

hurhurhur__~

okay, i have to start mugging now.

hmmm.

wonder why it's called mugging.

*scratches head*

i oso donnoe.

isnt studying sucha nicer term to describe the action of reading lines after lines of useful information that has to be stored in our small little brains?

okayy, not that small arh seeing that the brain can contain so much facts.

yearps.

like....

is ASEAN a successful regional organisation?

hahahha.

YESS! it is.

eventhough it doesnt help to settle the dispute over Pedra Branca, ASEAN is still a successful regional organisation.

bleargh!

OMG.

flying offfff~

-supergirl

hola

2006-03-28T21:42:00.000-08:00

hellllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

OMG!!

this bloggy woggy is like... erm. gonna be dead!!

oohhh noo!!

im gonna make it come back...

ALIVE!!

nyehnyehnyeh.

hurhurhur.

wakakaka.

bluekz. bluekz. bluekz.

'The Crazeh SooperrGurl' in da house.

wow~

okay.

The Honourable Members of SuffocatorX Inc are all currently kinda busy. yea. i know thats sad. but we're like all caught up with our own individual's stuffs.

and i've got no freaking idea of wat to type. hahah.

i love u ~~guys~~ girls so so so so much laa.

MWAHHHHHHHAHAHAHAAHHA!!

-supergirl

I'm not bulletproof, my dear.

2006-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh yana. thanks for startin an entry in this blog again. u make me wanna keep it alive.

yeshh. i love you all. happy family! yay. no way of tearing us apart. haiz.

i love all of you. yay.

hearing each other is verrreh important bebeh.

~~him~~

i can't do much. but i'll still keep Emilda living. So...

yea. have a meaningful year ahead you all.

2nd time i start my year this way ehh..

hurt hurt hurt. its okay. i'll take it.

hand me my bulletproof jacket.

Wrath 08

2006-01-28T08:13:00.001-08:00

theres nothin' as nice as sumeone who shares

ur laughter

ur secrets ur wishes & cares

who stays by ur side as friends thru' the years

sumeone who's there thru' the good times & tears

friends at heart

sisters by soul

all our secrets no one knows

you guys are the girls that keeps me strong

when shit happens,

i know u guys would be there for me.

i love you.

SERIOUS!

-supergirl

2005-12-21T18:45:00.000-08:00

hey there ppl.i changed the template.cuz i was bored.i still have the code for the old skin.so tell me if you wanna change it back.hahaha.yeah.love you all and see you soon!i miss you guys!!!!!!

diy33

2005-10-05T17:50:00.000-07:00

i just have this to say;

i LOVE you guys!

o41o2oo5-

a day i shall always remember.

oh ya, oh ya!

thanks for the red rose zack. =)

-supergirl

Stand Back.

2005-10-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

Vampires Will Never Hurt You. Not tonight.

because of you

2005-09-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

-=BaBy=-

2005-09-19T00:45:00.000-07:00

i hate you, but i love you
and i can't stop thinking of you
it's true, i'm stuck on you

shit happens. why? fuck la. i still feel so numb. duno what to feel. duno what to do. all i can say....WDF???!!!people pity me. i pity myself. trusted him, but i guess he broke tht trust. i want to avoid this whole mess. just forget it, let it go. but it keeps playing in my mind. over and over again. feel like stabbing tht person. STAB. STAB. STAB. smash the head into the wall. fuck it la. don't i have the right to?

stop promising if all you do is to break them. you should be the one feeling lucky now.

i love you. n u knw tht.

i don't wanna know
if you're playing me, keep it on the low
cause my heart can't take it anymore
and if you're creeping, please don't let it show
oh baby, i don't wanna know

Baby,
i think about it when i hold you
when looking into your eyes, i can't believe
i don't need to know the truth
baby, keep it to yourself

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

wake me up when september ends

2005-09-04T00:00:00.000-07:00

fuck shit. my comp babiiii. all my pictures deleted. PICTURES!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.....pictures!!!!!!!
i nk cwyyyyy...heart break sakkk. e only picture left was me n kiki pic. how is tht so, oso i duno. sadness to the max siaaa...

a beeeeg sigh. HAIS. theres so muj gg on nw. mane zack n diy, mane my problems, mane prelims. i feel so urgh. mcm nk lari n cum baq wen evrything da oryte. =(

teachers day. asl krg tak update hah? haha. nvm. morning did acers. yay. FUN! then the soccer match. double yay. 2-3. teachers won. final goal went to them. kasi chan la kann..hahaha. teachers day mah. after tht lepaked at void deck waiting for the concert. concert was sooo touching. me n diy were tearing throughout. our last year. taknak leave gitu. but i hate skul cz of loke, kong n gorilla. if nt skul is great.

after concert, went to mandi n siap to go. din get to go out wif alif. bt yah. went out wif kiki, cit, nana, ziq, mat, zaki, aziemah n zul. went play pool. zack, diy, emil, yana n zidd went there too. ZUL! AKU BEAT KAU!!UNBELIEVABLE! k fynn..it was luck. haha. nk tgk wyg. but tkde red eye. sedey. ='( i badly wanted to watch a movie. instead went kiki's hse n karaoke. then went sim lim to look for our cam. b.. i nk camera tu....=

so yea. cabbed hm. then duno i did wad. forgot. haha.

zul..im searchin for tht song la..sabarlaa bodo.. da bagos aku da nyanyikn ferst prt sey. bods tol la. nak satu lagu. den u haf to wait u chibaiii.

for evryone hus feeling the same way i do,
"hold on, if you feel like giving up"

i hope everything wld turn out fyn. for me, for zack, for diy, for kiki...
i love you.

-=Baby.MaNaGeR=-

only you.

2005-08-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

i hate life, but yet i love it so much.
just a couple of mths more to Os. i just have to bear for a few more weeks.
just a few more WEEKS.

and my life's beautiful with ppl like you. my dearest friends and my darling baby. thanks for your support. =) i love you guys alott.

okay.yesterday was FUN! had x cntry after skewl. ohh. waittt. rewinndd. this morning. during assembly, hazwan asked for a patch. waddehell. a patch? HAHAHHAHAHA. i cudnt stop luffing. i dropped to the floor and luffed like a mad girl. "aien, kau semput eh?" HAHHAAHA. NO. this is the joke of the year. c'mon la. luff wif me!

haiz. wat can i say? haha. erm..like sorry im nt sure? mmg btol pe im not attached. true wadd. but i tink hes too blind to see la kan. up to him la. i dun care. he's asking for it. yay!cam best gitu kan. *cough* i mean cam kesian gitu kan.....

if you're reading this by any means, hazwan, im sorry. heheh. jahat sak aien. but serysli ah. dier bute ke bute?and he takes my words serysli. im not the aien YOU used to knw. trust me. just forget your dear intentions coz im happy wth my life. =)

i like the cola-cola. we like the cola-cola. she likes the cola-cola.you like the cola??
i was a vanilla cola tin can for yest zany parade. yay! i loikee. blablabla. typical x cntry. ate n went to the beach afterwards. omg. nvr seen the beach sooo beautiful liddat. the sand was wite,the scenery was soo...*sigh* jiwangness. me, yana n emil started to sing all the jiwang songs we know. wished you were there.

oh yaa. teachers' day! cant waittt. acers day!! yay. i like. no, i love. like so nice liddat right suddenly. haha. after acers, OUR soccer match against the teachers. hoorayy! big ang, ms ann, n mrs geh wld be there for the event. yay. just for us right. hahahah. lets do it bebeh. lets PLAY!
=)

wek.

Suffocate By Green Day

2005-08-22T17:02:00.000-07:00

3 am, I’m drunk again,

My head is standing underneath my puke,

So make it stop, I’m getting off.

Make it stop, I’m getting off.

Sedatives and dizzy spells

And feeling like a salad in my puke,

So make it stop, I’m getting off.

Make it stop I’m getting off.

Well, slipped into a coma once again.

Where’s my organ donor?

Lend a hand.

So when you think you’re all alone,

No one’s left to come around,

Drop like flies and empathize,

Cause I know that I will someday,

And I know that I will suffocate,

Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate.

One night stands and cheap regrets,

I take another drag off of my cigarette,

So stop, I’m getting off.

Make it stop, I’m getting off.

One last stop for one track mind,

Just give me shelter, give me give me something.

Make it stop, I’m getting off.

Make it stop, I’m getting off.

Well, slipped into a coma once again.

Where’s my organ donor?

Lend a hand.

So when you think you’re all alone,

No one’s left to come around,

Drop like flies and empathize,

Cause I know that I will someday,

And I know that I will suffocate,

Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate.

Green Day:Suffocate

Chong1403

Better. Pray.

2005-08-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

Oh Gawd, protect and safeguard me from all essences of Wrath.

Burn.

Chong1403

07

2005-08-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

i like this alooootttt....=)))

and this one tooooo....

alermak emil. why you haven upload the photos yet?i want to see the manhunt la. ahaks. hmm. am at hm nw. tak gy madrasa. yay. mummy werking. double yay. alone at hm. triple yay!!how long rdi i nvr go online. i miss my comp. c'mon aien, just a few more mths. persevere, persevere.

i duno why i feel so whatever-ish. ahhhh....

k nvm. duno what to blog. i wana see more photos at emil's multiply. bye!

you're it.
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it.
no lie
so don't even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
cuz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you...

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

11th august

2005-08-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

today was super great la...haha.okay.shall start from morning la.yeapz.so yea.

reached school in the morning then i went to the canteen.saw amal and hak.they wished me.then yeapz.i packed my baby's presents then when she came i gave it to her la.haha.then it was assembly la.sang song say pledge.den after that she opened her present.haha.at first she din see the perfume la.but when she saw it i tell you...her face ah.like wanna explode liddat.haha.she looked so happy ah.right aien??haha.anyway.erm we walked to class la.i had a maths first period.they had e math.we went back to class but my baby still bring her present along.haha.cuteness la she.then after that she went to the it resource right?she read my book to her.haha.she think it's very nice.eh.she wrote some comments in the book in pencil.i wanna read but haven had the time to read yet la.anyway.the day went by la.recess time came and we went down to the canteen to go cut cake!haha.very nice!!!!the cake very very nice!!!!very very nice!!!!haha.the pic is so nice!!!haha.so yea.erm.anyway.haha.erm.sang song.cut cake and eat!den done.she gave me the bouquet during recess la.heh.very very nice.

den now is after school.i rushed home by cab.changed.left the house even before my bro came home.haha.so yea.then i went to pp to meet my baby.[who was looking so hot by the way...with her hair and shirt *swoons*]den after that we went to starbucks at pp to sit and suffocate a while.den walked ard pp for a while.bought sweets.den met a few ppl la.haha.so crap.went to macs.saw marsha.den after that we made our way to east coast beach.haha.was walking then after that she pull me in the other direction.she closed my eyes.i tell you ah.i was so scared i fall la.haha.so yea.then after that she close my eyes all the way to "our" table.haha.so sweet!!!!it is so seriously sweet.haha.so yea.then after that we had our lunch.haha.was quite full la.although it was a bit.cuz the cheesecake was superly me-muak-kan la.haha.den after that they all give us presents.she gimme my presents.haha.*smiles*so fun.haha.anyway.then after that me and my baby changed.use my bikini!haha.i have a bikini!haha.so yea.then after that we swam la.haha.before that we had a suffocating session la.haha.so yea.then we swam.

then we walked to the toilet to bathe la.haha.this is where the fun begins la.haha.very funny.haha.anyway.we were bathing and all la.den there was this 3 minahs in ONE cubicle.it was so irritating.singing laughin and taking so long man.urgh.very very long.haha.then we rushed aien to finish bathe.then after that know wad we did?haha.we took those minahs clothes[which were hanging on their door] and ran out.we ran to the beach and threw the clothes at a tree la.hahahhaa.it was super fun la.hahaha.den after that we just hung around.then the guy who in charge of the toilet came to us on a bicycle asking whether we got take their clothes or not.we were like no la...then after that the minahs came out all wet and in bra and all la.hahhaha.so funny.walk towards us like nak carik gaduh ah.but then in the end they ask "krg ader nampak org ambik baju kiter org tak?"haha.lerr.....ingatkan nak carik gaduh.hahahaha.so yea la.then we sorta made frens with them.told them there was another girl la.all that crap.haha.then ya.

then we went to chill at macs for a while.then after that we went to the arcade to play ddr and stuff.haha.so fun.then after that i change.mum take me.send aien home also.den came home la.so now im here.bathed and everything.very fresh and very tired.haha.so yea.gonna go now.

but before i go...i just wanna thank you guys for all that you've done for me today!!!it's super sweet and meaningful ah...really....this has been a really great birthday and i wanna say that i love you guys so so so so much!!!*mwah and hugs u guys tight*

as for my baby...syg....thanks for all your presents to me.though i feel they were unnecessary,i really appreciate every last one.i am grateful for all the time you've spent on them and wanna say that i love you so so so so much.it's been a year already and i hope that there will be many more anniversaries to come.i love you so much.thank you for everything.love you.*muackz and hugs*

[diy33]

whee~

2005-08-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

ooohh yeah!! it's been so so so loong since i've last update this blog. sheesh! call myself a suffocatorx manz? hahah. k nemine. overall my days are nice..

sunday;
-went out with irah, zulfiqar, din, fai, jannah
-ate at lucky plaza
-fun!
-i and fai kept on going the wrong way[hehe.]
-i was so slack ok
-black long sleeve/black jeans/slippers
-waddehell sia
-aniwaes, is it wrong to play slide2 on the floor when u wear tudong??
-coz i was sliding den all of them laugh at me seyy
-hmph!
-oh ya!
-at night went to aien's hse.
-heh.
-den after that, suffocatorx, u know wat happened.
-shhhhhh!

monday;
-was waiting for this day!!
-national day!
-wear ethnic costumes
-i wore aien's mum's 'kebaya kota bahru'
-nice tau!
-emil wore her dad's aju kurung and that javanese headgear
-cair i dibuatnye.. hai...
-aien wore that hot red black cheongsam dress.
-oooh!!
-diy wore a turquoise cheongsam dress too
-as sweet as ever tau dis girl..
-zack, this light blue baju kurung.. diy's dad.
-fuyoo!
-all of us were just verreh NICE!
-took lots of picz.
-heh.

tuesday;
-went to kak long's house
-she just gave birth
-Trisya Emilia Bte Irwan
-nice name seyy
-very the tembam
-cute tau
-den go home
-den go out back
-met fai
-heh
-reached home ard 10 liddat
-emil saw wan at esplanade!
-hehe

wednesday;
-supposed to go to diy's house but tak jadi
-met her for a while to pass her stuffs
-met zack at bdk int.
-guessed what i was wearing dude??
-jeans/slippers/my yellow jersey!!
-yeaps -> REDZYAN 10
-khakhakha!
-den met emil near her area
-chill and stuffs
-headed for home
-reached at ard 4
-mama still not at home
-and yea.
-adil asked me out to play pool
-huh?
-hahah
-but sorry lah adil, tkleh ah.

thursday;
- CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!

-supergirl

Esplanade

2005-08-10T17:02:00.000-07:00

Ehh.

It was so fun. So nice.

Alot of people.

Duh..

Video cam the fireworkss..

very nice tau..

wanna see?

http://images.kattalakis.multiply.com/movie/1/1.MOV?enctoken=UmFuZG9tSVa9KX6Gbo9rDfYAAOVMwsb7RfkJIRPWexM=

copy/paste the address including the '=' at the back. if u just click on the link it won't appear..

hehe.

enjoy..

Wrath1403

Happy national Day

2005-08-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey..am still awake..was studying..it is so convinent now since the com is my room..haha..means.more of loser to come!!*applaudes*yea yes..i know i am lame..cause i am bored..hooray..some of our pics are up.heh.nice nice!erm..to my baby..i love u sweetheart!!*smilez wide wide and whispers*2 more days!!wakaka..i cant wait..heh.it is going to be so nice..oh man!!

anyways..happy national day my dear suffocatorx!!this is our 2nd national day together and many many more to come..hmmm.eh!next year we try get tickets for the actual day or preview la...den we all go together..haha..wear red and white ah...no traditional costumes!!fine fine!!i am hyper...i know..haha..so yea..love you guys!!*muackz*

for my baby:i love you sweetheart!!it is jus like less den 48 hrs to ur birthday..haha..first of all. ur cake is so so so nice..thanks to my dear wrath..and all ur presents are so so nice..thanks to wrath, turrbo and baby..secondly..most of ur presents are kept a secret from you only la.

and finally!! I CANT WAIT!!!

for my dearest and most loving baby, wrath and turrbo:i know it has been very difficult on ur part as you guys knew wat we were getting for each other and yet you all had to keep quiet bout it..thanks so much..

to all those poor souls out there who has the least idea on wat is going on...wells..diy33's birthday is coming soon and it is also our 1st anniversary..so yea.we have very nice plans on wat to do on her birthday. and it is going to be fab!!

loser65

09 / 08 / 2005

2005-08-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!

So..celebration was fine. heh. posers for the day. Like Loser said la, posed for shots. Hehe. So yupx. Let's check out what's poppin'.

Loser65 & Wrath08.

Homies for life.

Turrbo10 & Wrath 08

[aka Tun Fatimah & Hang Tuah]

Diy33, Wrath08, Loser65

4 Fifth of the Team.

*sobs*

Turrbo10,Wrath08,Baby07

Chong1403

national day eve

2005-08-08T21:46:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey...the com is in my room..finally.anywayz.today after the national day celebrations and all..we went to makan at pp den headed for tamp..went to get diy's present..and diy went to get my presents...i tell u..yana is so jelly bout diy's mystery present...haha..it is cool..i so cant wait..hmmm.the beary thing is so so so nice..and i will hafta start working and the mystery2 present..heh..hahah..

3 more days!!!ahhh!!!

oh ya..we all looked so so nice today..haha.me and wrath wore the malay guy traditional costume den diy and aien wore chongsam..but aien had an indian shawl..yana wore a kabaya(sp?)..hmmm..basically today was jus a day of posing and smiling..and sweating..anywayz..jus now i shop for the presents till my feet wana die ah.but luckily there was the life-givers..had 3 types to choose from.

on the whole..today was nice..jus a pity that aien wasnt with us..if not confirm will be so much nicer..oh wells.there are always other days..hope u guys can come for diy's birthday!!

loser65

long time....

2005-08-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

hey hey.been a friggin long time since i updated this thingy yea?wait.before i go on any further.i would like to say:

8 MORE DAYS!!!!!

haha.i so cant wait la.i mean.it's not the fact that it's my birthday.that i dun care sangat la.budden it's like.one year!i mean.yea.if u count the first time we got together then it'd be one year and 5 months already la.but i dun care!it's like.one year of trying moments.ups and downs.but we stood strong baby!*smiles a hugeeeee smile*haha.i love you baby darling.

anyway.today had napfa la.im happy with my results.yeapz.all A's la.that's good.now left with my 2.4km run/walk which is like tomorrow.haha.so yea.just now i stretched so so much.just dun wannna ache tomorrow la.if i ache ah.so sad.will be suffering thru my 2.4.erm.her mummy took her phone la.so how?haish.now cannot msg her.i so sad.feel so bored and not motivated to do anything when i dun msg her.so so sad la.

anyway.er.i think i gonna go now la.heh.wanna do my presents for her den see if got cash to spare.haha.den can go buy at least one of the presents that i plan to buy for her!haha.*smiles*so yea.i really really really love you baby!love you suffocatorx!*muackz to all*see ya guys at school tomorrow.*waves*BYE!

[diy 33]

yiey

2005-07-30T18:33:00.000-07:00

my gosh. how looonnnng have i not blogged?shits. i miss this.
haha.

u knw tht i went for tht manifestasi thing at tpjc right?i tell u, it's soooooo kewl. i miss seni so damn alot laa. n ryt,*hush hush* sooooo many gd looking ppl. met my old frens, the ex sec4s. reunion sak. kak maya was geeewd. haha. so proud of my dear cuzin. 5 bux for the tix?shud make it at least 7 or so. hmm. i enjoyed it aloot la k. period.

den today, my kakak's burfdae!!!yay! wakaka. not u yana. my real sis. she's 29 i tink? i duno la. her boyfren fetched me n my mum frm hm to go to his adeq's persandingan. omg. abg khai is getting so hot. heh. so anws, in the car he turned on the radio. ade lagu org kawen. den my mom asked," sngaje bukak lagu ni ke?". sindir. ahaks. den he was like, " nk tangkap mood, cik. ari ni adeq saye kawen. ari ni pon lyne nye bdae. abez tu saye niari plak da strt cuti seminggu. *winks at my sis* kan ma?" cute ryt. KAKAK!cpat la kawen oiii. kau tu da tuer. biler lagik? aku nk anak sdare tauu. haha.

dis is the best part. kiter smpai sane, pengantin pon sampai. escort motor sakkk. da tu, the mat kompangs were not the usual ones. they were like MATS, singing nasyid. kiki shud LOVE dis. haha. ok after tht, the pelamin is super gorgeous. the wedding cake is ahhh....lawaaaa. the kompang did their stuffs. THEN,one of them took the mike and sang. LAGU DIKIR!!! babi tol. this is MY dream wedding. den wen handed the mike bck, the person spoke into the mike," itulah dia kumpulan panjy" ahhhh. patut laaa. bdk panjy. kenanganz. kiter bdk cendz ngn drg bdk panjy kat tampines changkat. =( blablabla. abg khai sent us hm. and he n my sis go duno wer. ahaks. GO PROPOSE LAAA! gundu head. getting very impatient. 6 yrs of r'ship. long ah? hmmms.

thx to kak maya, me n kiki are going "abg abg syg syg" ahaha. "ayu telah dijamah oleh lelaki itu, abg...." dgn sape??dgn APEK n tuan DUSSON! eeeee. ahaks.

"inai di jari
merah saga menyala
mempelai berseri
di atas singgahsana.
suasana seperti
pertabalan diraja
beza hanya paluan
nobat diganti hadrah....."

i miss dikir.baaaad.

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

First & Last Resort.

2005-07-27T20:05:00.000-07:00

ooohh la la~

one year ++ sia...

good..

real greatful we had that "chat"..

hehe.

it extended a lil aid in bonding us further, don't u reckon?

get used to my way of conversing alrite..

heh.

u all still want the individual shots?

from queens

2005-07-25T20:18:00.000-07:00

here's us from Queens... got jerseys settled bebeh...

yay...cant wait for everything... wee

alrite to view alllll the shots.... go...

http://photobucket.com/albums/y160/Chong1403/back%20from%20queens/

Chong1403

My People. My Friends.

2005-07-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

"Friends are just enemies who don't have enough guts to kill you"

-Sent in by Dayna Vastano

"Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces"

-Anne Lindbergh

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"

-Chong1403

i believe still?

2005-07-18T20:35:00.000-07:00

`I hope you've got all the answers

And you've come to understand

That people and things

Are always going to change

And you can't stop them now..

`I've NOT got the answers

And i won't even try to understand

Don't stop me

Coz i believe that it's still

Possible..

`Unless that is..

-supergirl

it's still possible..

2005-07-15T21:35:00.000-07:00

~Consult not your fears but your hopes and dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for you to do..

-supergirl

mwaahh.

2005-07-12T23:14:00.000-07:00

For the past 1 year and 6 months, there were surely our ups and downs.
But for that whole period of time, i have been really happy & contented with the life had,
the life i shared with you.....
I never regretted a single moment i spent with you.
Just the sight of you brightens up my day, enough to put a smile on my face.
All the gifts you gave, all the things you've done, i will always treasure like how i will treasure your love.
The memories we built together since the past year and a half, were the most precious gifts i could ever ask from you.
You'll always know how to cheer me up when i'm down.
You know me too well for me to even lie to you, not that i had the intentions to. *winks*
Nobody's perfect, and for that people make mistakes.
Just like you & me.
And for every one of those mistakes, i've never held anything against you.
'Cause i never want these problems to be the cause for our unhappiness.
I'm writing this down to show how much i appreciate your presence in my life.
Don't you ever say that i deserve a better man, 'cause i love you.

I love you, not because you're prefect. But despite your imperfections.

Happy Anniversary, b...

mwaaaaah!

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

sea water salty eh?

2005-07-11T20:48:00.000-07:00

testing testing.

alrite.

well okie. today..

zack and diy pix. supergurl and i and baby at skool. after skool, baby

wasn't feeling well. had fever. so she didn't attend supervised study.

kecian my baby. okie so supergurl had EL oral. waited for her at the

library. Later she came back, we made our way to East Coast met

up with zack and diy.. hmm they were out of device. haha. rollie rollie.

so yea. played frisbee..a lonely man's frisbee. then later i went to the

restroom. came back, the tiga ekor was in the sea already..

so i joined them. haha. wet wet wet lorx. hahx.

very fun tho. hehe. then all basah liaoz.

took a farking cab with an idiotic cabbie. b*st*rd.

u ganna hear from us u assh*le. irritating seyy.

so anyhu, went to zack place. dry up. freshen up.

took cab with diy and supergurl home. hehe. was fun la today.

Chong1403

shopping spreeeeeeeeee!!

2005-07-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

i love shopping. i simply lurvveeee shopping!

ahaks. yest kak maya n de rest were at my plc til 12. abg ayie called to come over my grandpa's plc. so after sending them hm, i straightaway went nxt blk. how convenient right. heh. so yea, chilled there til ard 2 then i HAD to go hm. fuck u la. ok sorry. just bcoz i had "madrasa".*rolls eyes*

which i din go. again. instead i kol them up, and went there agn. my aunts were like,"kn aien ade madrasa ari ni?" HAHAHA. NO. taaak. aien ponteng!!! mama tak tauuuu!! awww, notti. they were "amused" tho, duno y. haha. so instead my last aunt ajaked me go town with my kakak sdare. so yea. i tell u first. I LOVE WHAT I WORE. bcoz i was very pinnnk! pink earrings, pink "half" top, white strap top, tapered pants, nice nice shades, nice nice pink necklace, greeen flip flops. yay. duno y i feel so "vintage". ahaks.

went town, we shopped like nobody's business. went to EVERY mng outlet there is in town. went far east. i bought a cloth-like belt, dangling earrings, pearl earrings, a pink stone necklace*yay. finally* and shades. went to wisma n taka to shop for other clothes. i bought a pink "half" top of my own. yay! i still duno wat it's called. but yay. i got it. and the niceness of all this, I DONT HAVE TO PAY! ok, except 12 bux. oh ya oh ya. they got me a pink personalised hp chain. suddenly, EEEEE..why everything pink?? ahh. but hu cares.

u knw wad?my kakak sdare wanted to give me a ORI von dutch bag. my first reaction was, " aien tak pkai beg von dutch. eeee." sori, but true wadd. they wanted me to bring tht to town. mampos. ppl in s'pore wont knw whether u haf an ori von dutch or not. it's just the brand n ppl go labelling you..eee, minah la. tht la, this la.

hmm. just got hm. super tired. haven do hw. haven study. too much of gg out, i gez.

anw, i miss him. even tho i just met him. hmmm oh wells.
to anonymous2: who are you and asl confident nah ckp kiter da split? boleh bobal baek2 kn.. dont just assume things if you dont knw anthg. thnk you.

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

i love the human torch! =)

2005-07-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

halu halu. long time nvr blog. yay. sorila. too bz with supervised study, which IS NOT DOING ANY GOOD. fucking bodo la. pffft.

anw, was in 33 when diy called in the morning. asked me to pix with her. i looked ard. yes or no?yes or no? alif, yes. ziq, yes. mat, konek kao.*babi ey kau* asif, no. trn bus, asked apiz n mira."YES!....to stay in skul!!"wakaka. too bad. i went ahead anw.

went ecp bcoz zara got sailing CIP. and tkg had sailing comp anws. so yea. picnic there. weee. best tao! we made "sculptures" of D I Y . A I E..where's my N??hmph. but superly nice laa. den met up with emil. go lagoon eat. ALOTT sakk. err..we were hungry wadd. heh.

fast forward. sat at breakwater and me,diy n zara ended up in the sea. yay! emil la ni spoilt brat! haha. she jager our clothes la, which she wanted to go hm straight after we passed her the clothes. babi tol. haha. den we got no clothes la??so meeeaaaan. boo.wet2, cabbed dwn to zara's plc. mandeeee. nice..feel so fresh. den yana came after her netball. da siap all tht, anta diy go mpl, while the rest of us sent me hm. ok no. sent me to bdok int. ahaks. stilllll....

oh ya oh ya!! im stuck with the ndp song. yay. taufik!
let's reach for the skies
with wings we soar up high
our dreams we'll all achieve
we'll built our destiny

let's reach for the skies
with wings we soar up high
our dreams we'll all achieve
let's soar and reach.....for the skies.

oh shits. i was reminded of wad chia said to us during supervised study. 53 more days to PRELIMS!!!ahhhhhh.

bye.=)

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

yay

2005-07-04T09:59:00.000-07:00

eyy..u knw wad?suddenly i MISS "the jengbombz". i want to perform laaa!!! this is like my last yr, and i want to dance one last time before we go..sobs sobs. cannot arh? i want leh..can ahh..haha. k nuts, shadap!

on sat went airport to sent kak yana off to KL.met wan and khairi and ain and marissa.bodo tol krg. i feel so paiseh okeh!nvm oh wells. me, firah n kak maya are gg ga-ga over this coffee bean guy, khairul. hes soooo.....cute.hais. but its ok.coz u knw why?

BECAUSE WE MET HIM AGN ON SUNDAY. YAY!ahaks.i slept over firah's hse n we went out in the afternoon.went bugis to shop for clothes and pants. went orchard to play pool. but phuck sia. i hate dat woman. nvm. make the story short, we din get in. even kak maya. how stoopid rite??

ok so we headed to far east coz apparently they haven finish shopping. haha. oooooh. and yes. when we were in route 66, firah saw this familiar looking guy. look properly, IT'S KHAIRUL. ahhh. we were like mad ppl trying to stalk him. n yes, he noticed us. mebe coz our faces rang a bell. we did buy drinks twice frm him tho. wakaka.

err yah. went to pick kiki up. joined us. and kak maya n firah were amused by his hair. ahaks. we had fun taking photos. candids. poses. U!! i miss our dgcam...i knw u do too. hmm. den go tamp to find shoes but sadly takde. so we all took 3 bck to pasir ris.asked kiki to wait for me while i pack my stuffs to go hm.

so yea. had rili nice time with dem and him together. yay. *beeeeg smileeeee*

ihu,hun.wakaka. =D

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

Outzz

2005-07-04T01:20:00.000-07:00

Went out with Erlin today. She's my cuzzie.

We've been cousins for like 16years and we're out together for the very 1st time! hah. find it amazing. well this is the start at least. heh. ok so we went to Suntec.

Watched War of The Worlds.

Great movie sia. Seriously. Its good. Ending a lil' predictable tho. But all in all, its worth your bux. Hehe.

We went makan, enjoyed till nite. So yea. It was fun.

Chong1403

bored la.

2005-07-03T15:57:00.000-07:00

ARE YOU..

a shopaholic - not addicted to it la.but ya.i like shopping.
sensitive - quite la.i cry a lot.i cry easily.haha.
easily hurt - yeap.wait.it depends la.it depends on the person who hurt me.if tt person is someone very dear to me den i'll get very hurt very easily la.
calm - nope.very hyper-ish.
quiet - when im not in a good mood la.
choosy - kinda la.must get wad i want if not i start whining.
active - yeap yeap.haha.i cant sit still la.
very shy - no la.not very shy.im just a little bit shy la.heh.
confident in yourself - am i confident in myself?i think not very la but my self-esteem isn't six feet under.
a good listener - a good listener yes.but not a good advisor.
easily bored - yeah.kinda.notice that almost all my entries in this blog have a "bored" in it?
outgoing - yeah.kinda la.cuz i gez i pretty much try everything i can.
open-minded - yeah.very la.haha.i wish others were too.especially my parents.oh wells.
an only child - nope.kinda wish i was la.but kinda happy im not.only child lonely but get the house to yourself very often!haha.
happy at the moment - not really.today has been a very sucky day.if only i woke up la.fuck la.if only i din fall asleep la.dammit man.fucking shit la.
tired - no.
playing any online games - not now.
good at chess - ono how to play also.
tempted by chocolates - always.
a couch potato - a bed potato more like it.
afraid of the dark - heh.*shows shy face*kinda..

DO YOU

play the guitar - a little bit la.
play the piano - for fun.haha.
like your life - i do.but i think i'd like it even more if i were to be locked up in this room where the supply of device is neverending and where all the four suffocatorx are locked up with me too.we have all the cool elements in the world.and we have nth else to care about except each other.i'd be much much happier.
like school - not the school la.i love the people who make up the school la.everybody who makes up the school except loke la.
like dancing - yeap.i love dancing a lot a lot.
like sweets - love it man.i have a really sweet tooth.so ya.anything sweet rocks.that's why i love my baby.
like travelling - yeap.anything la.i just like merayaping.
own an Xbox - nope.
like Spongebob Squarepants - nope.
ride a bike - i do.haha.
read Harry Potter - yeap yeap.nice...
read a lot - yes..
yell at your siblings - not really la.i tend to shout and scream at him instead.
argue with your parents - oh... lots of times.
Love McDonalds - i love the fries la.haha.
play basketball - no i dun!i dun like basketball.you hafta run with the ball.i dun like running with the ball.cannot run with the ball in netball you know???
play badminton - i do la.but not so often la.
watch Disneychannel - yes !very nice!haha.
like Oreo - i love oreo with milk..
like potato chips - not very a lot la.
drive - i wanna learn how to drive!!!!now!!!
do the housework - erm.nope.haha.sometimes la.most of the times la.when im forced to la.

WILL YOU

get more than 5 piercings - nope.i have 4 only la.and i dun think i'll get more la.so ya.
curse a friend - yeap.and i got forced to say sorry.
hit someone that offended you - yea.in primary school la.haha.seriously slapped him.
sacrifice for the one you love - yea.i am.i will continue doing it.cuz i love you!
hug a stranger - yes..
sneak out at night alone - yes...
join Fear Factor - i might join the couples fear factor with you baby.
work for Donald Trump if you had a choice - eeyer.i will never work for him.unless ah.i get to work from home then my pay very the high ah.den i wont ever hafta meet him.haha.
further your studies overseas - yeap.sure.why not?unless i am a housewife la.haha.
try summoning a ghost for fun - nope.i dun wanna try.
tried alcohol - yea.i've tried.

[diy33]

.:deep and meaningless:.

2005-07-02T14:30:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I miss you so much
I don't know why I still feel your touch
You left me feeling high and dry
With nothing but the question why
I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You knew what you were doing to me
I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that's sad
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

30 June 2005. Never will forget.

2005-07-01T12:31:00.000-07:00

I am farkin' pissed so don't get in my way, please.

I feel so broken up.

Streak of disappointment in me.

Wanna thank you all for helping me yesterday.

I appreciate it.

Got stood up. [blardy hell]

Still, why am i not pissed at you?

Well, I know.

Chong1403

holla amigos~

2005-06-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

hey la hey la my boyfren's back!

who put the bomb??????

heh.

holla holla.

i had fun today.

winks winks winks.

grin grins grins.

adios~~~~~

Chong1403

harts you.

2005-06-24T13:14:00.000-07:00

HaPpY 11th, PeOpLe!!!!
love ya till bits. thanx for everything.

mwah mwah. <3!

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

22 June 2005

2005-06-23T11:46:00.000-07:00

heyz.. my sis and i went to Bedok View's Graduation Concert... She wanted to go watch the band's performance, and meet her old buddies and stuff.. hmm.. so i came along.. hahah. it was good.

saw this hot eye-candy. heh. he looks like a student from that skool. he dressed like the Yellowcard guy. ya know...blazer, t-shirt and jeans. heh. hoooott. hahah. he's real attractive laa. got a shot of him. woo~ he came with a bunch of guys...not a gurl or anithing.. hahah. *winks*

oh hmm.. there's bunch of malay gurls [rather minah-lookin'].. hahah. some came with their guys and some came with their galfrens. wahlao they stare at us like as if we wanna steal away their boys ya know.. oh puh-leez. not our fault if their guys look at us rite? hahaahhahaahahahah! kk cut the crap. hmm. anyyywaaayyy.... the tarian gurls gave us looks and stares. so i was nice enuff to look at them a fake up a super crazy smile. u know me. bleahx. anyway i felt like telling them, "Don't bother giving me dirty looks, you won't see me around after tonite.." heh.

and i saw miss deepa!!! shes teaching at Bedok View now. wahahahah. felt great and honoured to have a teacher from that skool coming excitedly over to me and approached me. hahah i'm not even anyone at BVSS. haha. she was really excited. hahah macam members gitu ehx. she looks hot.

and i saw my primary skool fren who was there to perform for choir. her name's Salwa. diy, i think ya know who she is... here's our pict. [a bit blur so we both look weird.] hah.

so yea. that's bout it.

Chong1403

im sorry.

2005-06-22T20:52:00.000-07:00

Did I hear you right?
'cause I thought you said,
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here.....

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Won't you let me?
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here....

.....

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

sOur.

2005-06-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

helloo..hellooo..helllooo..!!!

don't feel like blogging but still wanna blog.

heh.

yesterday was fun.

friends-day-out.

won't talk much about it.

but enjoyed every second of it.

yeah.

byee.

-supergirl

miss ol' times. =)

2005-06-21T13:52:00.000-07:00

yea yann. yest was greeeaaat. =)

spent whole morning with kiki. met up with yana and wan at bdk int. wanted to play pool at katong, but so sad, i cant. bodo kann. so instead, teman-ed wan go vj to anta his results and then took 36 to suntec.

watched a 5 o'clock movie. so while waiting, went window shopping. i want to buy alooott of stuffs mann. went adidas, nike, royal sporting hse, mng... ahh. MONEY!! need MONEY. then ate at kfc b4 heading for the movie. ahaks. we were not really concentrating on the show. we were having a popcorn fite. wan was covered with STICKY popcorn, INSIDE OUT. =p so he had to go toilet to clean himself, while me and yana were taking pix in the toilet.

more pix of the 3 of us while walking to esplanade. fun kan ameq gamba seme nii. haha. so yea, went to cityhall mrt to get to marina bay, where my sis is waiting for me. ajak-ed me go bowling with her company. so i ajak-ed them too. the bus took FOREVER to come. haha. sooo.. we took more pix. with wan's mod shades. wan, jgn act policeman la bodo! haah.

reached there, my sis gave me 50 bux to play with my friends. so we play la. 4 games. i won first 2. wan won the last 2. yana? none. *wicked luff* *sour S-O-W-E-R!* wan, aku maseh lom puas. we're tied! more pix with the bowling balls. ever seen a person bowled backwards? HAHA. or ever seen a person bowled under the legs? HAHA. yea, total fun. after tht, wanted to play pool. payed for the bowling. omg. mahal sakk. had to ask my sis for more money. took out another 50. =p we sat at the arcade while waiting for the person for pool. agn took more pix with the pistols. and tht "senapang gajah". haah. at last tak jadi maen pool. too mahal. so my sis gave money to cab hm.

we took 1hr took get a cab. babi kn. we walked all the wayyy out. walked in the middle of the road and take pix and more pix and more pix! no car sak. haha. and wan took a video of me 'disappearing' in the dark night. kewlness. finally got cab, dropped at my hse. wan took 60 hm, yana took 22. duno wad hapen la after btwn them. ahaks. *winks*coz i went to my grandpa's plc.

abg ayie is back! frm jepon. saw him under the blk. so i rushed up, put my bag dwn, salam-ed the rest and went bck dwn. SUFFOCATE! gerekness. he said if i want some more, just take frm his. baek kannn. so i ended up slping there with him and my adeq sdare. played ps2 till 2 or 3.

so i just reached hm. abg ayie had to go bck to johor, meet his family first. and b4 he go, he gave me another one. he said if he comes bck here, he'll call me. yay! if my adeq sdare wasnt there last nite, i think we have gone clubbing sakk. ahh. sebok sakk. nvm. next tyme. next tyme.

tmr got MS LUI's class. babi. all i need mann. HER class. urgh. nvm meetin up at zara's place to study. i need it la. baadly. hais. so yea. till here la k. gg to study now. and yan, wan gave the shirt to you redi ah? haha. HAPPY LA TUU. redzyan. *winks*

bye bye!

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

someday.

2005-06-21T12:10:00.000-07:00

In my search for freedom and peace of mind
I've left the memories behind
Wanna start a new life
But it seems to be rather absurd
When I know the truth
Is that I always think of you

Someday someway
Together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We'll wait for our fate
Cos' nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock
Try to throw the picture out of my mind
Try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean wave's carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too

Someday someway
Together we will be baby...
The love we had together
Just fades away in time
And now you've got your own world
And I guess I've got mine
But the passion that you planted
In the middle of my heart
Is a passion that will never stop..

Someday...

-supergirl

tired

2005-06-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

hello there.just got home from the nice date i had today.haha.so ya la.am tired.feet aching.we walked a lot.did lots of stuff.we went to east coast in the morning.ate breakfast at macs la.den we went to play pool at the place above macs la.den we went to play arcade.den bowled.den arcade again.then we took a bus to tamp.then we went to watch batman begins.den ono la.haha.told my mum that going bowling with aien and yana with aien's sis la.so ya.reached home at 9 la.haha.so ya.haha.so nice.haha.a whole day with my baby till night man.haha.i am so bored.haha.i miss all of you guys la.oh wells.school starting in a week's time?wow.and i haven even finish my hw.and i haven even study properly.aah!!!!!!!!sucks la.getting stressed sucks.so ya.oh wells.gonna go concentrate on desperate housewives now.haha.byebye.

[diy 33]

aaahh i like this song

2005-06-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

Don't, don't want you back

You hit me faster than a shark attack

You saw my picture on the Backstreet's Back, alright

And you were more than just a pretty face

But how you fooled me, I'm still amazed babe

But I should have known that I would be

Another victim of your sexuality

But now we're done and over with

Don't, don't want you back

Don't want you back

Cuz you're no good for me, I know

That's all I can say

Don't want you back

Forgive my honesty but you gotta go

I don't want you back

You started going out with so-called friends

But I was blind and so I lost all common sense

But there were things that made me realize, realize

Like all the hundred no, thousand lies

Baby, don't bother telling me your reasons why

Just let us sing this story 'bout you and I

Don't want you back

That's all I know (don't want you back, don't want you back)

All I can say

Don't want you back

You know you gotta go

Chong1403

any?

2005-06-20T16:46:00.000-07:00

hey ya all.

24th's coming.

how?

any plans?

gatta know soon so i can get stuff arranged.

decide where to go if we're going out k?

11months.

not bad sia.

but feels like its more than juz 11months.

like ages. haha.

Chong1403

boredom kills

2005-06-19T12:49:00.000-07:00

first things first.in my previous entry i made a big error.so ya.line is:
"being stuck at home while your closest friends plus your girlfriend sucks to the core."
it's supposed to be.....
"being stuck at home while your closest friends plus your girlfriend are out sucks to the core."
sorry for the confusion people.haha.

mwaahahhahahaha.finally i can type properly la.haha.cuz im using my daddy's laptop to update la.sitting outside la.there's nobody here to disturb me.haha.so ya.bro just woke up la.lazy piggy.i woke up at 10.54am.i suffocated one in the kitchen cuz everybody was still sleeping la.den right....i went back into my room and started studying my history you know?oh my god right???hahhaha.hmm.okay.hope tmr i can go out la.haha.checked with the rest.it seems okay.set.haha.yay.most prolly i can meet my baby tmr!!!haha.i am feeling superly hyper now la.so ya.erm.am playing game on yahoo now la.so ya.bored la.shall continue playing la.heh.

i wanna hold you till the night goes by
i wanna hug you till the morning light
i wanna kiss you till tomorrow comes
i wanna love you till the end of time

haha.self composed by me.so ya.gonna go now.love you peeps.see you guys soon aight?yea!

suffocatorx till the end.

^diy33^

boo!

2005-06-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

yay! finally. blog time!

i knw. very long WE nvr update. sorie anonymous. i did yesterday. da smgt tules pnjg2 pastu ni comp hang. babi tol. so i lazieee to write agn coz it was looooong. anw, i wana knw who you are, dear anonymous.

btw, im sorry emil for laughing at u the moment u guys appeared at my doorstep. i said redi wadd, it's CUTE. seriously. dolly dolly. =p

eyy, u knw juz nw when yana talked to 'halim' or whoever he was, on my fone to activate tht thingy. i got another guy. johan i think. he soo cute la. i complained to him, and he guided me throughout. told me to do tht la, do this la. he even sent me a mms (which i didn't received, still.sobs.) he even luff at me.. but still, sooo cute.

imagine eh. we can talk to THEM. for FREE. setttt ahhhhhhh!!!
=))))

oh emil baby. u are in LOVEEE. with URSELF? kidding siaaa.. i wa-wa-wa-wa-wonderrrr. nvm. dun tell me. I KNOW!. =D

anw, listen to different by acceptance. i likeeeee.

Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.

Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.

I'm taking a chance,
this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance,
this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.

Something that's different
Something that's different

PS: can't wait for monday! hurry hurry. =)

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

I Only Wanna Be With You

2005-06-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

Currently, I've got this song stuck in my head. So I shall sing it out. Umm. Not really out. But yea. heh.

I don't know what it is that makes me love you so

I only know I never wanna let you go

'Cause you started something

Oh can't you see

And ever since we met you've had a hold on me

It happens to be true

I only want to be with you

It doesn't matter where you go or what you do

I wanna spend each moment of the day with you

Look what has happened with just one kiss

I never knew that I could be in love like this

It's crazy but it's true

I only want to be with you

You stopped and smiled at me

And asked me if I cared to dance

I fell into your open arms

And I didn't stand a chance

Now listen honey

I just want to be beside you everywhere

As long as we're together honey I don't care

'Cause you started something

Oh can't you see

And ever since we met you've had a hold on me

It happens to be true

I only wanna be with you

No matter what you do

I only want to be with you

Gimme gimmes : I Only Wanna Be With You

[winks]

this song nice arh. haha.

ouh man...i am so in love with MYSELF!

HAHA.

Chong1403

Haha.

2005-06-18T18:02:00.000-07:00

hey ya hey ya emilda's back!

aien! i'm eventually blogging. hmm. wat shall i blog bout? oh yea i know.

i'll blog about not knowing wat to blog about.

u see, its not that i ain't got no stuffs to say.

juz that i get lazier by the day.

ooh that friggin' line rhymes.

shall say lines.

that rhyme.

haha!

i've got sumthing new. its great.

u know wat i'm talkin' bout, babes.

haha!

i like it. it feels good. bleahx. anyhu.....

wet 'n' wild was fun. that was so days ago.

i know. but it was a hella' time. so sad. no supergirl.

hmmX. but we thot of u.

we made it compulsory to take rides with anything red.

slides mainly. and floats.

aien! i'm in love with myself.

haha!

Chong1403

ouww.

2005-06-13T20:33:00.000-07:00

sobs sobs. my hand hurts like hell.

anw, i wonder how the "date" turned out today?haha. tell me in details on wednesday k, baby?i hope it was fine.. any hints? nahh.. i'll wait.

woke up this morning with my whole body aching. tink coz i slept at the balcony. bodo la. too slpy to move to my rm. so anw, ard 10++ followed kiki go watch him play soccer. *jmper bwh blk eh?byk u nye jmpe bwh blk* haha. reached there, tak psal2 kene tumbuk ngn mat. how can i totally forget??we havent finish where we left off. ishk. jager kao. den saw ahh--mayy. ahaks. i cant stop giving him tht stupid smile. sori laa.

ard 1 they finished. me, kiki, ziq and mat headed to kiki's blk. ameer went off coz apparently he had to go SOMEWHERE. ahaha. chilled with them till ard 2. me and kiki fought agn. =( now no more mercy. sad sey. my arm now blue black. *it's not over!!* ABUSE!! wakaka. yes mat, i wont stop even if i ended up in ICU. i'll only stop when he's dead. hurhur.

im bck to listening to techno songs. ape angin tah. anw, cant wait for soo's pit!! till then..mwaah!!
=)

how could you let somebody lay where i laid
how could you give him everything that we made
how could you call him all the names that you used to call me
how could you, how could you just forget about me

how could you teach him all the things that i taught you
how could you put him up to the ghetto karmasutra
how could you put me in the back and give him the front seat
how could you, how could you just f orget about me

girl, i tried to give you everything
can't believe the ways she repaid me
girl, you had it all but i guess my all wasn't good enough for you
baby, i've accepted it and i ain't gonna trip
girl, im moving on
sometimes i can't help but think that another man
could get the one that was made for me..

PS:if only the song is meant for guy instead of a girl.

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

come on bebeh.

2005-06-12T20:25:00.000-07:00

haha..finally.i got a pic of BABY NOAH.thx firah..=P
click on this.n tell me tht he's sooo cute.=))

am sick of studying ahh.fuck it seyy.why is there such thing as O levels.aahhhh!!i wana get out of this school asap.hurry hurry! dont worry yana, emil..i dont want to get away frm you.it's just the SCHOOL.

anw, yesterday after everyone left, i followed kiki to tampines street soccer and joined the guys there.wakaka.wanna fite??come on i knw you do. =P haha.kiki started the bottle cap fite first.so i just HAD to fite bck rite. he tried whacking me with his WET towel*ohh gross* we fite, and i serysli mean FIGHT.you punch, you kicked, and you have fun. haha. den ziq just had to help kiki. no choice but i whacked him too, with kiki's wet towel.*sowie mannz* no more kiki, and here comes haziq. we were like chasing each other around the whole strt soccer and i was screaming like nobody's business.

finally he asked for a peace treaty.ahaks!so i give him a peace sign. stupid gundu. btol pe. just not YOUR style. hmph. done with both kiki and ziq. then nxt was mat. haha. wrong move mat, wrong move. who asked you to say,"i don't look dwn on girls.i jus look dwn on YOU". babi kao. serys ahh..nxt tym kao mati bodo. dont care kalao kao fierce ke, kao agressive ke.. we'll see. nxt time mat, nxt time. grrr.

haha..i want to thank ma MASTER *bows loww to kiki* for training me.wakaka. diam la bodo. anw, ah-ah-aaa..mayy you care to sing with me?
*winks and winks at dear emiiiil*

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you...

PS: 120605~ iluvvm.=))

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

sadz

2005-06-11T15:40:00.000-07:00

whatever la....parents suck.so ya.eh.just realised sth.being stuck at home while your closest friends plus your girlfriend sucks to the core.so ya.and you cant do anything about it.so ya.oh wells.dun really wanna type.got no mood.but ya.since i have nth else to do.i mite as well come here and update.so ya.mum sucks.she sucks.oh she sucks.oh wells.i'll say what i hafta say and leave.

happy 10th month baby.im sorry i cant spend the day with u but ya.u know how things are with my parents about letting me go out.so ya.whatever happens i just wan u to know that i love u a lot and will always be here for you okay?im sorry for everything i've done and im sorry for hurting you these past months.i love you.

so ya.shall go now la.no mood already.

[diy 33]

that's all.

2005-06-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

aLLoz!! heh. yesterdae had fun. yea. the plan was actually to go aien's hse den later meet may to pass that toto-chan book and den go meet my fai. but haha. before leaving hse ard 4++, emil called my home and so i said that i'll call her later using my mom's hp. and yea, she was hyper. hah. shouting over the fone. talking about diy and zack meeting keemi and that jamalia. and they even took a pic of them. whoa! private investigators sia. hahah. ok. so after that, my plans of going aien's hse was cancelled. sori aien. heh. go and meet diy & zack at tampines pavillion to play pool. fun. watch them play. den diy said got these 2 guys looking2 so we just ignored. den he was like trying to call us but diy's back was facing them and i just uat bodo. went out of tt place ard 5++. sat somwhere near the library to suffocate. yeah. near to 7 we went off and my toto-chan book was inside diy's bag. so i had to wait for zara to come back from sending diy home at the interchange. suddenly my mama called sia. she asked me where i was and told me tt my chinese fren called my papa's hp. den i realised i gave zack my papa's hp no. heh. sori. met her and took 31 to lagoon park to meet may. stopped at the wrong stop and had to walk. haha. friday is indeed a walking day for me. haiyoh.. and guess what? while waiting for a bus that goes to bdk int, i realised that may lives just next to vs. haha. watever dude. suffocate one device and heh. took the wrong bus. i took 36. crap righht? hah. stopped at the next stop and waited for 197 or 196. den fai called and asked where i was. so i told him and he said he'll meet me at bdk int. yay! it was raining. cold. go toilet first and then walked to tt shop which me aien and emil always try to nap stuffs from to get myself a clip. called fai and asked him to miskol me if he had reached. haha. and he had reached already. so made my way to him.there he was sitting. heh. cute! wif his cap and tt adidas bag. bring bag so big but nothing inside. he smelled nice! i mean he always smells nice. heh. took 17 to pasir ris. i miss him.. den tot playing pool but we just talk and talk and talk. 10pm- zack called me. no. richman called me. heh. he's cute. zack remind me tt it was already 10 and i shud make my way home. hah. love ya buddy! had a long talk with fai. and at 11 then i made my way home. sori zack. reached home 11++ and go to sleep. yea. dat's all. today not sure can meet u guys or not. =( but i'll try okai? and yea. i nd to meet all of u urgently but not sure when. =)

-supergirl

HEYYA!

2005-06-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

~ my boyfriend's back!and you're gonna be in trouble.HEY YA!HEY YA!my boyfriend's back. ~

haha. this song is stuck in my head. yea. had fun today. slept ard 3 in the mornin' after chatting wif diy & aien. hah. was so tired. going out wif dem the next day which is the same day. heh. diy called me at i-donnoe-wat-time and i asked my sister to tell her that im sleeping. hah. den aien called ard 10a.m and i asked my mom to tell her tt i was sleeping. i was really ngantok okayy.. yelah, got that 'mesyuarat tingkap' the previous two nights.. hehh. -smiles at emil- so much of saying 'I don't gossip.' hah. then at nearly 1pm, zara called and i said that i was bathing. fine! i wasn't. im talking to you zara.. haiyoh. slept for another 5 min then force myself to bath. then suffocate one device in the toilet. heh'ness'. nice! den changed and stuff and met them under the block opposite my block. i got mixed-up wif the blocks coz you see, i tot there's only one block in between my block and diy's, but actually there are 2. hah. but i did meet dem. went to century sq to watch Mr & Mrs Smith!! whee!~ it was very nice ok.. NICE. full of actions;my kinda movie. love it. after tt go chill at coffee bean and talk crap as usual. just tt if emil was there, we'll be having alot of dramas. hah. there was this spf girl who sort of described like jamalia. hah. but she's fat. no. i mean humongous. hah! zara called her fat. but after she had left, i said, '' She's humongous!'' heh. seriously, she is. hahah. so eww. ok. after chilling, went home. took a cab wif diy. and aniwae.. i said we live in tampines because i mean we are at tamp and me & diy are taking a cab to our house which is at tamp. it's like very near.

hah. nemine. im not making any sense, am i? but you see. ah. nemine. we shall meet again on saturday okai. till then my beloved friends. hahah. crap.

p.s: i'm still tired.

i wanna sleep, but tkleh..

aiyoyo.

-supergirl

i am jane smith.=P

2005-06-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

yay!yana and emil are back!!=))

woke up ard 9, yet still sleepy cause apparently me and diy talked till 4 in the morning.*yawns*and she was the one who woke me up.ish.so i cabbed dwn to her hse and waited for yana, who was STILL SLEEPING and tried calling emil but she just WONT pick up.haha.so when we met her, which took AGES, we decided to go century sq.so sad my baby cannot join us coz she was "dead on her bed".ahaks.

anw,went to buy tix for mr and mrs smith.yay!! =D ate first at ljs before gg in. I LOVE THE MOVIE. it's oh-soo-niceee.diy, i said it over and over again.brad pitt is cute.and yana agrees.PERIOD.bluek.haha.

"ask me the sex question."*holds up his hands*"ten".ahaha.superly cute laaa."hunny,it's bullet proof."*didn't hear and continued shooting*"IT'S BULLET PROOF!!"*rolls eyes*.such a cute couple yet so violent.heh.

i want to watch it again!oh mr john smith, be mine. =)

after the movie, went to coffee bean.chilled and bitched about those spf girls behind us.haha.oh ya oh ya!zara bought a new element.nicee."FIRE!FIRE!" emil,you are gonna love it.then me and yana bought some tops.ahaks.but din wear.tupid.if only got tht green one eh yan?..then we can go RETRO bebeh.ohh laa laa.

"my boyfriend's back..and you're gonna be in trouble..HEYA HEYA..my boyfriend's back!" stupid yana make all of us stuck to tht song.imagine ah.in the lift singing.with people inside.i swear i dont knw her.haha.we were really crappy.no, crazy.the whole day thru.if only emil was there.hmm hmm.

then, later i took cab hm with zara while yana and diy took cab hm.i CANNOT believe how SLOW yana can get.omg.we were at coffee bean,

yana:are we walking hm?
me:NO!
yana:then we taking cab?but we live in TAMPINES.
everybody:yelaa!!*laughs*

kauuu.mmg la kat tampines.mner lagi kan??and we ARE at tampines at tht point of time.and paling best skali,

zara:look!*shows her hand*
yana:omg!*JUST realised tht zara has no cast*
me and diy:mak kaaao!!SLOWWW SAKKK!!*shake heads*

we went out the WHOLE day, and then only she realised zara has taken out her cast.mann yana, pls ahh.upgrade ur level of slowness cann?haha.

so yah.tht was today.pure fun.=)
i miss you emil..!!

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

Hey-ya hey-ya your Chong is back~!

2005-06-09T15:12:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey. Chong1403 blardy tired la. heh. 10 hours ride to Terengganu and another 10 hours back? woo~ ok. so we had fun. yea. big deal. 5th to 8th June 2005.

the residence. alrite here goes. we slept in no hotel. twas a villa. chalet kinda concept yea. its like, 6 dudettes to a house. a big house. on our own. beautiful white villa. coolness. ;) hmm. aitez. somehow obviously we all didn't stay put to our own villas when the nite calls. we shifted around. for me i shifted across to Supergirl's place. she and Farah got the master bedroom of the villa so i chilled and hung around at theirs. everything's available see. in her room, they've got a bathroom, large wardrobe, a dresser, a side table, a king size bed. and the corner closet was a food storage. dang homie.. all that we need. entirety coolness. the bathtub in the bath was of a superb use. heh. [elaborate when we meet]. the bath was hot and steamy. duh. water heater. hahaX. we stored some juice and water in the kitchen's fridge. surely came in handy-dandy at nite. munched the nite away. and chats. fun. mesyuarat tingkap. ahah. supergirl get me. =)

basically the trip was cool. lotsa eating. 2nd day was double breakfast. woo~never missed a meal there. and lotsa discovery. and deprived mat malaysia[s] were having a time of their life admiring duta-duta Singapura. wahahah. ego sia. but it happpens to be true. so waht can i say. shopped. ate. wow. great. made new pals around. i mean our trip-mates. learnt lots bout them each. ziddo was cute. she's ma kid. haha. basically that's bout it. yea. fun.

Chong1403

BABYs

2005-06-07T21:29:00.000-07:00

baby.baby.baby.wassup with me and babies?as in real babies.not just the name.baby noah, baby irfan, mamat..soo cute.

anw,today went airport to see my cuzins and my makcik pakcik off to umrah.mamat and baby irfan were there.yay!so farn.irfan irfan..y u soo cute?kecik2 da pkai baju mat.ish.he just likes it when i play with his nose.ooo.all BABYs do.then later,went to T2 to sent my perth cuzins bck.baby noah super cute la.he loves to smile at me and firah.ahah.AHH.I LOVE BABIES.i want one.hurhur.i dooo..

and i miss my other two babys.so badly.but hais.one is at terengganu, the other dunno where.im sad-shoot me, smack me, kill me, abuse me.pls. then everything would be just fine.for me...

Bermaknakah tiap baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya dibibir saja
Bersungguhkah rindu yang engkau pamerkan
Ataukah sekadar lakonan

Rindu telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan lalu rinduku tak berubah arah
Purnama mengambang cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi merindu ku

Purnama mengambang berbagai warna
Bila embun pun datang bintang purnama
Tinggallah aku sendirian bertemankan malam sepi

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merindu padamu yang sudi memujuk

Hiaskanlah cinta di jari manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih dimercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu

PS:i wana watch mr.& mrs.smith!!!hmm hmmmms..

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

lala

2005-06-06T15:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday didn't blog coz i was too busy..sowie..=)) anw, yest morning woke up to go madrasa.GEZ WADD??penat penat gi sane, madrasa tutop.HOLIDAY.-__- freeeaak. tulah da lame tak dtg knn.haha. so me and my friend sat under a block and ate breakfast. was still making up my mind whether i should go for NSSL. then msged nana. she wants me go dwn and teman her.so yeah. went hm, changed clothes and headed to tht strt soccer court. didn't knw where at first, but when i called they said near mukmin. LERR. sbelah rumah emil. haha.

thot they played oredi. but no.sheesh.lembab sakk.waited waited then fatz came and joined us..later later ain came..dadidadida. hmm. so watched them play.the last game was dammit stressing..ahaks. LUCKY acit's heading save the day bebeh.woohoo.nicely botak!happy sak drg masok grand finals.heh.

went to eat at katong after tht.then we went our separate ways.zaki went hm alone, acit nana ziq n mat took cab to kmbgn, me n kiki took bus hm.sleepy man. haiz. reached my hse saw nazeera at bus stop.heh. hai nazeera!! =)) met my baby and my sweety under my blk.with all their luggages. put all their stuffs in my room, played comp then went out to macs. yana wanted to go play swing at kiki's hse plygrnd.so we went there. instead i was the one playing.THEN, emil had to tell a stupid ghost story. da lah maghrib.babi tol.swinging so high oredi, cant stop..goosebumps.ahhhhh.i hate you mannz.no lah..i syg u, baby.muaax.

headed hm coz they wanted to eat so baadly.watched tv and ate.ard 9, after bathing, they had to go school.bus leaving at 10.so saaad. im sooo gonna miss my hunnies.='( sent them to take cab.hais.went hm and slept.damn tired.

woke up late dis morning.had class at 8.so i went haig rd.took 30,saw fatz at the nxt stop.saw kiki at the nxt nxt stop.hmmm.haha..pape la ehh. emaths lesson was a BORE!!tau tak dtg. bodo. finished ard 10.met up with zara and diy.went poly then go mkn at mcs parkway.i had no mood to go anywhere.so they cabbed me dwn to my hse.*thx aniways*.so yah.im sleepy.tired.no mood.dunno y.just waiting for my cuzins frm perth to come my hse later in the evening.cant wait!!got baby noah! SUPERLY CUTE!!hes so pink and chubby and oohh..green eyes.cuteness.cuteness.ahhhh.

so till later..takecare. i miss my sweety and my BABYs.hahahahaha..ohh shattaps.
bye!! =))

"i knw tht he loves me coz he told me so.i knw tht he loves me coz his feelings show.when he stares at me, you see he cares for me.you'd see how he's so deep in love.i knw tht he loves me coz it's obvious.i knw tht he loves me coz it's me he trust.and he's missing me, if he's not kissing me, and when he looks at me, his BROWN EYES tell it so..."

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

yOu.

2005-06-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

I'm just glad that i've got you guys by my side 'coz i know that no matter what, you're gonna stand by me, if its suffocating all day long, or even trying to pix school together. Just laughing at the stupid things that are said or done, to look back at all the memories, to look back and laugh at bad times and to cry at the good with, just to say thanks for always being there for me no matter what. I'm just happy to say that you guys mean the world to me and I'm always there for you no matter what..

chong1403; you'll always be my sayaNg.

baby~manager; you'll always be my sweety.

loser65; you'll always be my buddy.

diy33; you'll always be my cutie.

heh.

just LOVE you guys.

-supergirl

missin'

2005-06-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

hi hi.feel so shits right now.knw why?coz i missssss you guys...awwww.thts so suuhwiit *i knw,right?*ahha.shut up la.

hmm.today zara came by my hse ard 12, waiting for me to get ready*haha.sowie mannz* i was kinda late.but at least she got yana to kip her company.crapping on the net like nobody's business. then went out, bought device and headed to changi sailing club.no, we din go there to sail.ahaha.went to meet up wif her syg.diy had chalet just opposite there.so yah. sat dwn, talked and duh, suffocate. went for a "stroll" by the beach alone.aha how sad. then diy had to go.so me and zara cabbed dwn to katong. went to 7-eleven to buy food.*diy,i aw stan agn!!* nahh..just dis guy there.hurhur.anihoo, had our lunch before heading to pool=))poolie poolie. i love poolie.weeee~

hmm.played for ard 2 hrs.wads our score arh?5-5.shits la.the last game was the determining game.but my mom just had to call asking to meet her at mpl.haiyah.nvm zae,the next one will determined the winner!!woohoo.was already late.aha.yes, we did take cab there.i knw, so near yet so far.heeh. changed clothes.*so guai -_-* met my mom and zara had to go for church.so we walked all the way to parkway.

THEN.yah then.it had to be tht time.sheesh.me and zara were talking bout it before.din thot it would really happen.i met kiki.with fatz.i wanted to take the traffic light to parkway.my mom wanted to just cross.BUT when i saw them sitting dwn by the bubble tea shop, i made a huge turn and just cross the road in frnt.i walked so fast until my mom couldn't find me.sorie arh..hah.she found me in kfc, finally.scolded me for walking too fast and leaving her behind.yah yah.wrong time at the wrong place.ahh.

msged kiki to find tht he was at pool.whoa.too many coincidences in a day.hmm.if only i didn't have to meet my mom, then i could have seen him.hais.nvm la.so yah bck to where i was.shopping for stuffs at parkway.bought a PINK shirt.i wanted black.but my mom wanted me to get pink.apparently, she said i had too many black shirts.ahaha.weird.i should be thinkin PINK.but no no.ahh wdh.i bought pink.period.

then nth else to look for*as in with my mom, acterli got ALOT but u knw i knw la kn* we took 15 hm.dadidadida.nw im bored.woohoo.wait tomorrow yana and emil comin' here.yayness! =)) how sweet.come meet me first before going off for tht terengganu trip.awww.u miss me right?i knw i knw.*egoooo*

and oh yah.to the guys.sorry i cant come down for NSSL tomorrow.you'll have my support.woohoo.champion one more time?yearrrghhhh.all the best arh k.

shits.tomorrow madrasah.haha..have been skipping it for the past 3 weeks.or isit 4?hmm.duno whether gg tmrw.hope so.duno y.but i wan to go.weird, i knw.hurhur.so till here.see my baby and my sweety tmrw k?muaxxx..

"When you left I lost a part of meIt’s still so hard to believeCome back baby please causeWe belong togetherWho am I gonna lean on when times get roughWho’s gonna talk to me till the sun comes upWho’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody betterOh baby babyWe belong together"

PS:thx diy for making me STUCK to this song.

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

pain.

2005-06-03T22:21:00.000-07:00

heart pain.heart pain.know what i feel like doin'?SCREAAAAAMMMM!!!*sounds familiar someone?*. i wish i could just disappear in my own world. where i could be happy and smile. harh. forget it la k. i don't want to know. NOTHING at all.

"this is the last of illusions. this is the final trace of innocence. if im caught in the middle, i know it will be the end of me...."

-=BaBy.MaNaGeR=-

tOday?

2005-06-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

eVeNing pEeps!! firsT oF aLL. lOve yA gUys..! hEh. dEn lOve him. wHee~ k. wOke uP at aRd 10+.. aCtuaLLy waNted tO gO buGis tO bUy tHat bAg. waNteD hiM tO aCcoMpaNy bUt maLas nK caLL. hAh. what a rEasOn. dEn 11++ chong caLLed mE. aSked if can mEet uP aFteR heR pRojeCt tHiNgy. bEggEd aNd bEgGed mY paPa aNd wHee! he leT. sO ard 2+ caLLed cHoNg aNd sHe saiD mEet aT ''syasya's pLace''; whicH iS vEry nEar mY hSe. mEt hEr aNd wOw! sHe lOoked hOt in tHat rEd tOp aNd rEd aDidaS cAp. heh. apEr jEr si suPergirL niE. cHong wAnted to eAt sO maDe our miNd tO gO bEdoK aNd eAt kfc. missEd 22 sO we wAitEd fOr tHe neXt oNe, wHicH aLLows mE tO suFfocaTe oNe deviCe. hApPy! aCtuaLLy tHat wAs tHe reAsoN oF mE wAnting tO mEet cHong. she gOt dEvicE. i meAn aPart fRoM mE miSsiNg hEr lar.. hEheX. toOk 22 dEn 69 tO beDok. wEnt kFc, bOught taKe awAy fOoD aNd wEnt tO oUr usuaL hANgaBouT pLacE. is hangabOut tHe corRect wOrd? pasaL lAh. hEh. eAt taLk aNd taLk aNd suFfoCatE aNd suffOcaTe. ard 4 wE gO oFf. gO tO cHoNg's pLacE wHeRe sHe bAwak tUroN bunNy. bunNy DID have fuN wiTh me ok choNg. nOt rEaLLy aLot bUt atLeaSt sOme fuN. 5.30, i beLah cOz hAd tO rCh hOme bY 6. promiSed my papA tO rCh hOme by 6.30 but the eaRlieR the bEtErr.. waLkeD to tHe bustoP wHich is aBout 10 miNs aWay. then gOt tHis cute gUy tegOr mE. but i juSt igNorEd bUt he wAs sTiLL sHoutiNg sO i tuRneD. hE sAid sOmethiNg liKe ' yOu nIe nAna eH? ' and i wAs liKe givinG hiM my bLanK fAcE. deN hE askeD iF i gOt kakaK. aNd i saiD taKder lAh.. hE just sAid that my fAcE lOoks fAmiLiar aNd smiLed. i smiLed aNd waLkeD aWay. cUte gUy. i wAs suFfocAtiNg bY the wAy. hEh. tooK 67 tHen 22 aNd sAw my neiGhbOur bWh bLok. hE's CUTE! hAhah. oK, eNougH oF gUys. rCheD hOme bY 6 aNd gUeSs what?! nObOdy's home! aRgH! fiShcaKe. seManGat2 seMbuNyiKan tHe pack siA. sOrY cHoNg. i tiNk nnti suNday mSti maSok angiN tAu. i waNteD tO kOl fAi.. :( my pareNts gO jOhOr aNd nOw im at mY auNty's hSe. aNd fArAh aNd mY couSiN, nAdia sAw tHe paCk wHeN i lifTed mY haNds. iT wAs buLging oUt of mY pOckeT. dANg! bUt nEmiNe. lateR gOiNg hOmE. suNday gOiNg tErenggaNu. gonNa miSs yOu gUyS!! kLah. dat's iT. bYeE!

-supergirl

i'm off.

2005-06-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

my sayang and i leaving this sunday. don't miss us alritey? sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday. wow wow wow wow. heh.

and yea, with aien's footsteps, i'll have a little excerpts for now. my mental jukebox's blastin'..

"You been spreading lies that I was untrue